Here's how fucked up I am: I really, really want a black eye. Like, I want to be beaten and bruised in a way that can't be hidden, that can't be covered with a scarf or a long-sleeve top. I want to get stares everywhere I go, I want my friends to gasp in shock, Oh my god, Katie, what happened to you?
And I want to be honest with them, not give them any bullshit story that 'it was just an accident' or anything like that, but just tell them straight up: look, my man hit me because I'm a stupid cunt. I want to walk out into the world with at least one eye all purple and swollen shut and say this is who I am, this is what I am. I'm a stupid fucking cunt, and I deserve it.
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Here's how fucked up I am: I really, really want a black eye. Like, I want to be beaten and bruised in a way that can't be hidden, that can't be covered with a scarf or a long-sleeve top. I want to get stares everywhere I go, I want my friends to gasp in shock, Oh my god, Katie, what happened to you?
And I want to be honest with them, not give them any bullshit story that 'it was just an accident' or anything like that, but just tell them straight up: look, my man hit me because I'm a stupid cunt. I want to walk out into the world with at least one eye all purple and swollen shut and say this is who I am, this is what I am. I'm a stupid fucking cunt, and I deserve it.